This determination allowed me to connect with people again, with friends and neighbors. I started using my magic again, little by little, creating myself very low key jobs that would allow me space to recover. It was through those times that I found that energy was not just in the machines or in chemical reactions. I looked at it for the first time in the air, in fruits and vegetables, in nature.

I began to study its behavior in different situations. I resolved to go deeply, do everything to understand it better. Went to classes, workshops, retreats, practiced, I needed to know how energy moved in our bodies. I studied how to use it to HEAL.

This was just the beginning of a journey that would lead to so many imminent, joyful transformations. My life changed the minute I realized the importance of noticing my body. Being aware of my breath. The effects of SIMPLE movements, made such a difference! This awareness was huge, staying healthy became a priority. I was amazed at the direct consequences that my thoughts and emotions also had on my physical body. So many aha moments! Clearing repeated patterns became a habit, as well as identifying beliefs that were not mine, oh what a release! I started nurturing my body with delicious food, with exercise, my emotions with love and gratitude, my thoughts with meditation and universal wisdom. My energy was back, I was no longer in a surviving mode, trying to get everything done, feeling exhausted, stressed, all of that was replaced, I was waking up with a purpose, with a passion. I said goodbye to the confusion, to the untidiness, I was making decisions with clarity and holding myself to high standards. Life became worth living. Uncertainty wasn’t anymore a paralyzing force, it brought me instead infinite possibilities. The results were amazing, I found myself going through the changes with a big smile coming straight from my heart and filling my whole body with a great sense of ease.